Wednesday, May 20, 2015

Reflections on rain

One day it started raining, and it didn't quit for four months. We been through every kind of rain there is. Little bitty stingin' rain... and big ol' fat rain. Rain that flew in sideways. And sometimes rain even seemed to come straight up from underneath. Shoot, it even rained at night...
                                                                                                                                            -Forest Gump

As I sit through yet another rainy afternoon, I reflect on the many types of rain, and their corresponding seasons that I have experienced in my brief time here.  Japan is not always rainy, but there is a reason umbrellas appear so frequently and play such a significant role in their history, literature, and entertainment.

I arrived in summer, the end of the rainy season.  Even before the heavens opened up, it felt like you were underwater.  Cicadas seemed to be the only things alive, their voices carried on the palpable air.  You could watch the storm build, white clouds piling higher and higher against clear blue skies.  Like the ice cream you were too hot to move for, but desperately wanted.  Then, in the afternoon a gust of wind would suddenly clear the hot stuffy air and you knew it was time.  If you were outside, you dashed for the nearest building.  If you were inside, you just settled in to watch and listen.  The rain was the only thing loud enough to drown out the cicadas.  Soon the roar would subside then die out all together.  For a brief moment the air would be cool and fresh before the heat started to rise again and the whole process repeated.

I am not sure exactly when the rainy season ended, but summer turned to fall and the downpours subsided.  Now the rain came slower and colder.  It lingered for hours when it came, keeping you inside, forcing you to acknowledge the coming winter.  Rainy days were few, but they made you shockingly aware of how unprepared you were for being cooped up all winter.  Fall rain smelled of tatami and damp leaves.  Heavy and rich.  Sticking to your hair and clothes.  Filling your head with memories of summer.  But where the stifling heat of summer had driven you out into the rain, the cool breezes of fall encouraged you to stay indoors with a cup of tea and a good book, listening to the gentle patter of rain on the window.  This was a time for naps, day dreaming, and being alone.

Winter rain was the worst.  A cold that seeps into your very bones, even if you don’t get wet.  Clouds hung low, concealing the tops of mountains and skyscrapers.  It seemed the sun was gone for good as one rainy day bled into another.  Dampness clung to everything, even your soul, as the endless drizzle washed away the very colors around you.  Winter rain was a world of grays.  People shuffled with heads down under black umbrellas.  You dreaded being outside, but it seemed the rain could even follow you inside through single pane windows and thin walls.  The smell of wet wool swirled around you as the wind tugged at your umbrella.  You prayed for spring fearing it would never come.

But eventually the rain grew less cold.  The sun returned.  Spring was coming.  The days of endless rain somehow seemed more hopeful.  Maybe it was the fact they happened less frequently.  Maybe it was because in the brief moments between rains, you could feel the air getting warmer and warmer until the rain was no longer cold at all.  You lingered in the showers, rather than rush on to the next building.  You felt yourself growing, just like the buds on the trees and the bulbs still under the ground.  You soaked up the warm rain and your soul began to bloom with the spring.  The smell of fresh earth.  The first bird songs ringing through rain cleaned air.  Where winter rain bathed the world in grays, spring rain intensified the colors around you.  Greens were greener, reds redder, pinks pinker.  Raindrops clung to new flowers like jewels sparking in the sun.  Everything felt fresh and clean.  The staleness of winter melted away in the warm rain, soaking into the ground to give strength to new life.


The days grow longer and hotter.  The cicadas start to sing.  You watch the first summer storm building in the distance.

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